one night in a blizzard of snow and madness
in a little Indiana town lost to the interstate
Christopher cut his palms with a butcher knife
and worked through the night painting his heart
in broad strokes
swearing in ten second breaths at what a slut
she could be he’d leave his mark dripping on canvas
then sobbing he’d cry out his love for the slut that
ate his heart
her cannibal ways left him crippled with only
ten fingers and ten toes and nothing to pump
the soul back to life
he screams to the gods the injustice and cries into the darkness
the pain that only comes with the mad love of an insane
artist determined to be remembered for sleeping on
concrete floors in forgotten basements.
J. Masuda © 2008